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Today is fired!!

I’m TRYING NOT to be such a sour puss. However, today it’s like I can’t help it! I was having a great dream when Jedi woke me up at 4am, to make his breakfast.

He does this everyday (sometimes it’s like 3am, so 4’s not awesome, but it’s better)so I tried going back to sleep afterwards as usual, but it wouldn’t take, so after laying in bed for another hour and a half, I very begrudgingly got up.

I can’t stop remembering my dream and wishing I could be back there and it’s making me cry and act like a TOTAL dick 😢😡

Just saying…rant over

I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful

Daily gratitude project, chapter 1

I’m not going to pretend that I don’t live in the first world and that I’m also NOT afforded many of the luxuries associated with it. I DO feel like it’s a pretty crappy thing to have such great things and NOT express gratitude, so:

1. My daughter Bellatrix.

She’s honest, genuine, sensitive, brilliant, witty, sarcastic, funny as hell and my favorite person! She is VERY charming and an empath, she unknowingly can sense a person’s energy and influence it either way. She has the uncanny ability to cheer me up (no small feat, as I’m very self conscious and anxious, among other thing lol), she NEVER makes me feel like a fuck-up or a loser and seems to love me unconditionally! She makes me see what I want to see in myself and be how I feel I should be without judgement, she loves and accepts me even when I act strangely. She is EXTREMELY patient with me(difficult at times) and and caring towards me (even if I don’t have an easy time with affection), I love her!

2. My cat, Jedi

He’s cute and soft and very nice to me, otherwise he’s a cat, what else can you expect? Plus those feet! I mean come on! I just can’t even, with those feet!

3. My dog,Wicket

She’s just about the cutest and sweetest dog ever! My wheelchair freaks most animals out (rightly so, it’s pretty gd creepy), but not my Wicket, we were going into the adoption place at the same time she was being dropped off. She and I got to the doors at the same time and she ran over to me and sat next to my chair. “This dog’s coming with me!” That was it, nuff said

4. Sloths

I honestly don’t even really know why I like these animals, I just do. They don’t really DO anything per se, they just kinda ARE, perhaps I’m jealous? Idk? Actually, upon further consideration, they pretty much act like my cat & look like my dog, so that’s probably why.

5. Sharks

This one I CAN explain they are supremely beautiful and majestic creatures. One of the most feared and hated animals on the planet, they don’t resemble EITHER of my pets, but that doesn’t stop me being head over heels for these apex predators.

Well, that’s all I’ve got on this, have a great day! Be well

Much love and many hugs, C xxx